We rented movies and I played with my art stuff on the
floor, making a little fort of art supplies. I worked with acrylic paint, and
used steel wool as a method of scrapping off the paint. I glued together
several sheets of a paper bag. My plan was to carve out a tree for a mini
canvas (more about that next week). We did a little shopping and we ate at
roadside restaurants in little towns along a Missouri state highway. If that
had been the entirety of our trip, it would have been a great birthday.
Around a quarter to midnight on my birthday, I get a text
from my youngest daughter. Texts at this time of night are usually not glad
tidings; more likely they are news of a stalled car, accident or some other
unpleasantness. But not tonight; tonight, she wanted me to go outside and watch
a meteor shower. So, I get out of bed (husband grunts slightly and the dog
looks at me with an annoyed expression) and go outside. Mind you, I am in yoga
paints, a t-shirt and no shoes. I felt a sense of urgency to get out into the
night to see what she was seeing. I found a dark spot and watched. Below me is the lake is still. Above me is a star filled sky. All around me is a deep, cold quiet.
I watched objects from outside our earth fall into the atmosphere, always falling fast, leaving a long streak behind them. Everything was so clear, so quiet. My daughter and I were sharing this moment, even though she was hundreds of miles away.
But I also learned something about myself. I cannot be still. Standing barefoot on the concrete, I would look into the sky and think about the majesty of God and then look over my shoulder to make sure that I was still alone. I would think of how beautiful this was and then images of every Dateline I had ever seen ran through my head. Look up at the sky; look over my shoulder. Thinking about how far the starlight had travelled to reach me at this moment; thinking about how this would be the perfect setting for a Stephen King story.
When it seemed the light show was over and I could no longer
feel my feet, I went back inside. That text and experience was a great and thoughtful gift. Here’s
hoping the next midnight text is just as great.
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